excitement

theres a certain excitement when im looking forward to something that makes me restless. im getting my ref sheet comm started today when i get money to pay for it... and my first energy drink in like. 2.5 weeks. i miss my lemonade tea monster guys

im like so restless i want it to be 3pm so i can be home and go to the store and get all my stuff now... but alas i must do my daily things and live and wait before i can get it started. im really excited to finally get my real form actualized. this human body im forced to be in is incorrect and ill be my true form again someday.

i am not human, only physically, and unwillingly. i am not a human or person, i am an animal and possession. and im happy i can finally have what i truly am actualized.... and also for my energy drink

i love being able to ramble. my blogs have been shorter recently but , like , life has been slow so alas, nothing to write ABOUT. its so boring but like id rather have a boring life than one thats hellish and hectic.

one good thing is my other friend reconnected! all two now! im super happy about that, but i think ill leave it off there <3

with love,

basil arianne flowers