growth over a period

i think the hardest part of existing for us is the last 3 months.

we went through a breakup - twice. we lost basically everyone close to us, save for, what, 5 people? if i count right? also finally exploring our pluarlity, which has been the most overwhelming and scary thing for us before... its STILL scary. but we grow and change more and more.

im happy ive finally confronted my plurality after shunning it for so long, learning to live and grow with it instead of , well , ignoring it is so refreshing. i am in flow with my mind and body and soul it feels, a centimeter at least. its comforting to know and love myself more.

im gonna be ok. it doesnt feel like it sometimes, like last night and last tuesday for example, it felt like the world would end and it was my last days alive and yet, here i am, thriving as much as i can reasonably through it all. i love you all. i love myself. i love ourself.

with love,

basil arianne flowers.

(sorry for the rambley post we wanted to get this all out, keeping our thoughts locked up makes us absolutely sick. this one didnt feel like alot but it is to us)