happiness

theres a struggle for me mentally to write sometimes, but like, i feel really happy as of recent, im hoping this isnt a case of where my life goes well and suddenly a NUKE drops on me mentally, that would make me genuinely feel so bad again

i think im making progress in my life again. im happy abt that, im 18 months clean, i found how to keep myself happy and live happy. the growth ive experience recently is so relieving and its good to be happy, learning to look for the light in the dark is what turned me mentally i think. its nice.

on other notes ... ref sheet soon... im so excited for me (noa) to get something to show my physical form. i am not a human, i am a dog and so much happier that way , i am an animal, not a person. and im so excited to see it come reality...

idk what else to ramble aboutttttt... thats all i think. im happy to be alive and exist and spend time with my friends, i do truly love you all, ur amazing

with love,

basil arianne flowers