the sun after the storm

i dont have much to write about today sadly, but like, its a good day at least

ive been exceptionally tired recently despite good sleep unfortunately. last night was really nice, i had alot of fun and i felt really happy after spending time with a friend, like truly i felt happy - not a duller sense of warmth but true, burning, happy warmth of connection and happiness

im really happy, i feel like things are getting better in my life, it feels like the last few weeks were a test and i passed with flying colors despite the struggles. i think recently i also learned i shouldn't be so sad and pessimistic, and i should look on the brighter side.

theres no point in dwelling on what makes me sad as it will only make me sadder, right? i should focus on nice things, the beauty in the worst parts is what should be highlighted. i feel better after this, almost like im more confident in myself after the fact of that.

love and joy feel better to spread and feel than misery and sadness. i love being there for people, i love small things. people remembering silly small details about me make me feel like others care and love me - and its the best feeling. everything has beauty, we simply need to find it and what we define as beauty

idk what im saying anymore, but , like, ive found my sun after the storm, ive won the last few weeks by not faltering and staying alive like i am now, and i feel proud i passed that test, the worst has come to pass for now and i will thrive

with love,

basil arianne flowers